I am wrong.
I had a fight with my mum and now she hates me.
F@!JFIOWEU02!! How can I be so stupid?
Tomorrow our family was about to go and work on the place where we're going to live after 1 year and earlier today she (my mum) asked me if I will go with them and I said yes and 5 hours later I told her that I'm not going and that's only because I'm really, really, REALLY tired after this week, maybe not physical, but psychical definitely, and I just need a little break and peace for the weekend! So I told her and she get angry, even though she didn't show it, and now I'm disappointed by myself cause I don't have the right to refuse and escape from this work! I'm going to live in this place and I'm not going to help my family tomorrow only because I need a break! I'm such a fool! I hate when I disappoint a relative, I'm so stupid, DAMN IT!! And the truth is I don't want to go (GOD, I don't want to go whenever mum is asking me, but I always do) but it's kinda inept that I'm not going tomorrow and my mum is angry at me.. I hate myself right now and I'm sorry if you couldn't understand what I wrote, but when I'm angry I'm talking and writing AND thinking bullshits.